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31 things about me :]

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 8, 2008, 10:51 PM
1.I get extremely jealous

2.When i get jealous i get mean and spiteful :[

3.I dont always do the right thing

4.I hate when people critisize me

5.I hate people who judge

6.I beleive in god :]

7.When people stare at me it makes me feel weird :[

8.I hate the girl who gets the guy i want

9.I am emo....but i dont cut(sometimes)

10.I have a heart carved into my hip

11.I have little self esteem

12.Im letting you know this because I trust you wont judge :]

13.I cuss like crazy sometimes thogh i know its wrong

14.My favourite sport is skateboarding

15.I love to mosh

16.One of my dreams is to be in a mosh pit :] lol

17.My biggest dream in life is to be in a band of my own singing...emo/screamo band

18.I sing i n the shower :]

19.Its hard to choose favourites

20.Guys are awsome...they make great friends sometimes(Cole:])

21.I have a crush :]

22.I'll never tell

23.I have a dirty little secret

24.Im in an okay mood right now

25.I do cry alot

26.I have awsome friends

27.I can fight so if theres anyone that wants to mess with me ive got 2 fists and alot of friends

28.If you read this and think im wierd...i may care but i'll get over it

29.Laughter is the best medicine

30.I beleive you always have to keep hope to go ahead in life...if you have no hope you'll never get through a difficult situation because you'll be stuck in a rut and wont be able to get yourself out

31.Im not mean...i just can fight my own battles and can stand up for myself....




So go ahead judge...if you think im wrong for beleiving what i beleive...i can deal with that


The reason Im randomly posting this is because I read something from Storm and she gave me the idea :]


Also I hate it when people judge me and call me an emo and say im wierd :/


Well im out.....




Later :]

  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: family guy
  • Reading: ughhh this!
  • Watching: fanily guy
  • Playing: runescape...tomorrow
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

random?

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 7, 2008, 6:34 PM
1. Smoked. [x]
2. Consumed alcohol. [x]
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex. []
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. [x] (At sleep-overs, so dont get any ideas!)
5. Kissed someone of the same sex. [x] (On the cheek!! As a friendly guesture)
6. Had sex. []
7. Had someone in your room other than family. [x]
8. Watched porn. []
9. Bought porn. []
10. Done drugs. []
TOTAL: 5

1. Taken painkillers. [x]
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. [x]
3. Lied to your parents. [x] (Who doesnt once in awile?)
4. Lied to a friend. [x] (We wernt best friends...)
5. Been to rehab. []
6. Done something illegal. [x] (XD)
7. Cut yourself. [x]
8. Hurt someone. [x]
9. Been to a club. [ ]
10. Seen someone die. [x]
TOTAL: 11

1. Missed curfew. [x]
2. Stayed out all night. [x]
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself. []
4. Been to a therapist. []
6. Dyed your hair. [x]
7. Received a ticket. []
8. Been in an accident. []
9. Wished someone to die. [x]
10. Been to a bar.[]
TOTAL: 15

1. Been to a wild party. [x] (XD)
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. [ ]
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. [ ]
4. Had a spring break in Florida. [x]
5. Sniffed anything. [x] inhalants not crack
6. Wore black nail polish. [x]
7. Wore arm bands. [x]
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. [x]
9. Listened to rap. [x]
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. []
TOTAL: 22

1. Dressed Gothic. [x]
2. Dressed prep.[]
3. Dressed punk. [x]
4. Dressed grunge. [x]
5. Stole something. [x]
6. Been too drunk to remember anything. []
7. Blacked out. [x]
8. Fainted. []
9. Had a crush on a neighbor. [x]
TOTAL: 28

1. Snuck into someone else's room. [x]
2. Had a crush on your friend. [x]
3. Been to a concert. [x]
4. Dry-humped someone. [x]
5. Been called a slut. []
6. Called someone a slut. [x]
7. Installed speakers in your car.[]
8. Broken a mirror. [x] punched it
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. []
10. Brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush. []
TOTAL: 34

1. Consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. [x]
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. [x] the strangers
3. Cruised the mall. [x]
4. Skipped school. [x]
5. Had surgery. [x]
6. Had an injury. [x] (who.. hasn't?)
7. Gone to court. []
8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. []
9. Caught something on fire. [x] (XD)
10. Lied about your age. [x]
TOTAL: 41

1. Owned/rented an apartment.[]
2. Broke the law in the police's presence. []
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf. []
4. Got in trouble with the police. []
5. Talked to a stranger. [x]
6. Hugged a stranger. []
7. Kissed a stranger. []
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. []
9. Been harassed. []
10. Been verbally harassed. [x]
TOTAL: 43

1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. []
2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. [x]
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. [x]
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. [x]
5. Been to a fair. [x]
6. Been called a bad influence. [x] (XD at church )
7. Drink and drive. [ ]
8. Prank-called someone. [x]
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. []
10. Cheated on a test. [x] (Who hasnt??)
TOTAL: 50

TOTAL:50... Wow... I got more then Brey!! =O
Dangg... imma very bad influence.... o.O


if you have exactly twenty, is that more than twenty? I don't think so....
-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]


and for the record not all of this stuff is bad....so technically this thing is BOGUS!

  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: music
  • Reading: ughhh this!
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: not a thing
  • Eating: nothing..im not hungry
  • Drinking: nothing

taken away :[

Journal Entry: Fri May 16, 2008, 1:44 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: ughhh this!
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: not a thing
  • Eating: nothing..im not hungry
  • Drinking: coke....yummy!lol cole!!!
well ive got my cell phone taken away and myspace
comment and ill tell you why

bored!

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 13, 2008, 2:09 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: across the universe(movie)
  • Reading: idk?this?!
  • Watching: across the universe
  • Playing: not a thing
  • Eating: nothing..im not hungry
  • Drinking: vitamin water!yummm!
ANOREXIA
[] you have dry skin
[] you eat 1 meal
[] you're very weak
[] you hate yourself
[] you starve yourself
[x] you have low self esteem
[] you use laxatives
[x] you need to be more skinny
[x] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat
[] people think you are too skinny
Total: 3 out of 10

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[x] your mind is all over the place
[x] you are hyper most of the time (only sometimes)
[] you barely pay attention to anything
[] you can't cooperate well
[x] you talk all the time
[] you need attention 24/7
Total: 3 out of 6

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[] you are very irritable
[] you are antisocial
[] you have very high self esteem sometimes
[] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex
[] you have thought of/attempted suicide
Total: 1 out of 6

BULIMIA NERVOSA
[] you throw up all of your food.
[] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[] you have no control over how you eat.
[] you use laxatives.
[x] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[] people think you're way too skinny
Total: 1 out of 7

CONDUCT DISORDER
[] you are a bully.
[] you threaten other people.
[] you often find yourself in fights. (only with words, not fists)
[] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[] you have raped/molested someone.
[] you destroy property on purpose
[] you always lie.
[] you stay out all night.
[] you have ran away from home.
Total: 0 out of 10

DEPRESSION
[] You are always sad.
[] You find no hope in your future.
[] You find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself in bed/around the house all day
[x] You have low self esteem.
[] everything bad happens is always your fault
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[] You are failing school.
[] You have thought of/attempted suicide.
[-] you have ran away from home.
[] Hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 3.5 out of 11

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[] You have daily rituals.
[] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[] you are afraid you will get any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again
Total: 2 out of 7

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[] You have not had a lot of sleep lately
[x] you worry about dying at a early age or dying at all.
[] you can have angry outbursts.
[x] You act younger than your age.(sometimes...rarely!
Total: 3 out of 9

SCHIZOPHRENIA
[] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[x] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 4 out of 9

Steal if you wanna~

watch these videos on youtube!!!!!!

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 10, 2008, 4:11 PM
  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: nine in the afternoon
  • Reading: idk?this?!
  • Watching: youtube vids
  • Playing: not a thing
  • Eating: nothing..im not hungry
  • Drinking: vitamin water!yummm!
jimmy wants to get laid by makemebad35
your pshyco by makemebad35
insane driver by makemebad35
fred goes to the park by jklproduction
eat the banana by XHProduction
and anything by those peolple they are frikin hilarious!


oh and Neil Cicierega he has potter puppet pals!WATCH 'EM!

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